The Spoken Terror

It seemed like she was born to be loved with the magic of her voice. What she says was not the matter of attention rather that she says ANYTHING was enough!

She was born a quite child, lying silently wherever placed by the mother, unknown to the world and observing things creepily. It took her three years to grasp each and everything out of her environment until she could feel like showing something at her end when the terror crept in her so deeply that evaluated an introvert soul of her into an extravert.

Her mother used to say that she was one of her most patient children among all. She never bothered her even for feeding or else. She used to keep lying quietly for hours until the mother personally realized there is a baby to be taken care of. And then suddenly when she turned three, there was a doll talking continuously except when asleep. It was the same child trying to say a lot so exciting for everyone in her blurred and babbled words that made it must for everyone listen to her.

A child, cute or attractive is adored by everyone around and might be entitled as a lucky one. She captivate the known and the strangers altogether drawing people closer to her. Where being loved and admired was a feeling of getting treated as special, the terror of burning eyes made her speak louder. But no one ever understood her posture of turning out to be extremely talkative.

A pretty little child, among so many honest and loving hearts come across the evil and brutal animals tried unsuccessfully to physical abuse. Though her shyness couldn’t let anyone hurt her but raised a lot of fear in her and unable to make anyone perceive it in her silence, she noticed that talking is the only thing with which she would be able to defend her from such monstrosity.

The strength of communication is one of the biggest weapon one can use for self-protection. Children who suffer at the hands of child abuse can only stop this torture by saying it all loud and even if not appropriately, being talkative will definitely make difference because it shows that the child can share this humiliation warning the abuser. It is practically very effective especially in domestic cases of child abuse.

The skill turned out to be so strong that everyone started feeling reluctant while saying anything to her. She became so blunt that she said anything without thinking if it could be suitable, sensible or to be stated or not? But it was not considerable anymore because the fear of being hurt impacted so intensely that outclassed every other thought.

An introvert possibly capable of developing into a remarkable human being was reserved to the proposition of moving careful and detaining risks.

          Estimated and measured progress restrained her to spending life in a protected way instead of bringing her mind into life. This is one of the biggest loss to the soul of a child by experiencing child abuse. The impression study regarding this subject focuses basically the intensity of physical effect of abuse and then relative mental distractions. Another aspect is the psychological impression considered only when the target child is tactfully prisoned through consistent mental torture.

How much a child can be confined to a limiting life’s existence has never been taken too seriously. What pattern of changes a child adopts in a normal manner is always ignored disregarding the fact that there could be unseen factors influencing him or her. Sometimes, even small gestures of spoiling attitude can be substantial for an innocent mind.

          Undermining the potential she might be possessing, she can never come out of underestimated self. Appreciation has no meaning in her life that destroys the consistency of succeeding prosperity. Self-shielding has become the soul priority for her making her louder than ever, indifferent to the results, responses and outcomes. The secret weapon of defense is enough to beat the tar out of all.

“I” say “ANYTHING” without any regret!

Me and My War

I am a Muslim who belongs to the North-west Frontier province of Pakistan known as Khyber Pakthunkhwa now.  Does it really matter from where you belong when all you are is a Muslim? Well, I think its funny but yes it does matter. There is a lot who don’t take Islam as a religion rather criticizes it as an individualism idea.

 In a different aspect, it is Islam which, one studies, analyses and discovers found as a set of teachings that focuses nothing but PEACE.  People like to embrace Islam when they get to know what it actually is? Even those who don’t accept I, find it convenient because they find Muslims as good friends, people of rational thoughts and harmony. But those who experience such never thought over the reason behind such flexible attitude of Muslims.

To be more precise and open, I would like to share an Islamic approach of relation building. We the Muslims are forbidden to befriend the Jews and the non-believer as they never accept us from heart. Despite, the Holy Prophet Muhammad (Peace by Upon Him) forbade every Muslim from harming any individual irrelevant to his/her religion UNLESS the opponent is indulged into any harmful activity against us. The Muslim are directed to give priority to Muslim women for being chosen as life partners, if so not possible Christian lady should be accessed. Nevertheless, a man can marry any lady in the world if she embraces Islam. Besides that, Muslim men are free to move for trade and business and may work with the non-believers if required. They may agree upon potential deals regarding economical processes and should try to confine to fair proceedings through Islamic descriptions.

I don’t intend to preach the religious as subject because this is only a singly and a minor aspect of Islam. Rather, the issue is far more serious than clarifying Islamic concept of bonding. The thing that screws me up is, if Islam is not a considerable or a conscious religion than how-come any other be? Can anyone explain any such bloody incident which may detain the value of Islam and can be associated to the Muslims with solid justifications?

I pity the people who aren’t Muslims.  Not because they don’t belong to my community but because they act as dumb heads. None of them ever tried to review the war history ever occurred. There were no Muslims when US was busy in series of aggression within or outside its geography. Muslims never entered the West unless Britain interfered in the sub-continent through trade. The two world wars were neither among the Muslims nor were instigated by them. They were not even a supposed part of the wars. Whereas, what does the west or Europe has that may attract Muslims to invade it? Nothing!!

It’s the west that accessed the Muslim world, envied the Ottoman Empire and tried to disturb the section. It penetrated the Muslim world through conspiracy theories which later on deteriorated the situation to the extent of war.  Western powers have wider aspects to attain their interests in Muslim regions. They don’t want Islam to prosper firstly. They crippled the economy by fueling the domestic conflicts and benefiting from the oil reserves.  Muslims world enjoys warm waters and the most important strategic routes that dominate trade. We have diverse weather providing good agro products. Muslim grounds are rich in natural resources and fortunately have a strong physical and psychological human resource.

Prompt please! I don’t mind-being in an unstable condition of my state and people- if one consider me lunatic, suffering from superiority complex or even ignorant to the fact that the Muslim world is a THIRD WORLD. If I am wrong, than why is it the west those always move towards the Muslim world?

And for me, it is hilarious that the dominating or I may say the leading entities in the west, control their people so very perfectly that they are always ready to proceed in and die. Don’t they understand the very simple thing that if you will enter into a state without the consent of the occupying natives, you are considered as an invader and would face radical response? This is an international law and the right is secured by every existing country on the world map. There is no idea among Muslims to create any 9/11 or so. We don’t have time for fuss as we realize the importance of peace for a facilitated and improved standard of life. 

WARS AND THE DEATH TOLL 

And very specifically, let me inform that not even the radical groups combating the foreign militarism ever cooperated any attack in the west, not even any 9/11. They only claim on the behalf of the blame stamped on them for targeting the psychological impression upon western commoners that their highly secure system is incompatible. Even then the west has to admit that the competing morale of the Muslims is high enough and failed to be broken by any advancement west enjoys. The Muslim world suffered through the enemy’s propaganda but can’t be enslaved.  Live and let lived is the motto of every Muslim but the counter is not ready to compromise therefore, I don’t see any hopeful future of this globe for humanity. The commoners should resist war so that the power players can’t expand the bloody grounds.

Muslims follow a religion that under-estimates violence and bloodshed through any possible measure and for the reason Muslims are not allowed to abuse any other religion or come across lame scolding debates. Thence it should be clear to all that the only solution to bring in peace is not to bother us. We don’t aim at harming humans unless we are compelled to do for survival. Who wants to die for no reason? At least we don’t. Therefore, people at the other end being alien to our belongings, and calling us extremist, terrorist or lunatics should get into our shoes before opposing. I am sorry, I didn’t mean to offend anyone anyways but I am proud to be a Muslim, a Pakistani and at an end the Pakhtoon. I respond to love and respect as equal.

Being Different

Some people think that being different is considerable while others believe that every human being is born same, its just “we” who look at the individual in a different way to makes him/her different. I am one of the persons usually entitled as different and adored for being different. Having the same approach as mentioned above, I use to think that I am not but I was compelled by the integrals to think it. And I found that I might not be different if I don’t act the way as I do that makes me different.

I never care much of WHAT I WEAR? Following trends isn’t something that appeals me. Either it’s new what I put on or ten years old and I don’t even hesitate in mentioning if it’s old. What if it is a little tattered and I patch it? Isn’t it more important who is wearing it rather than what is being worn? Be confident on your existence. Apart from that, naturalism is the best thing that can make you look beautiful. I don’t wear make but once in a blue moon. If you are beautiful, you will look good and if not then make up can’t make much difference except in pictures you take which definitely aren’t the same as you are in your being.

ATTITUDE makes you unique in all perspectives. Having right attitude at the right time is very important. It doesn’t matter what the situation is, one should be realistic enough to face the pros and cons. I don’t present things in a biased manner. I don’t mind if I loose the ground at times but being indifferent to the benefits and telling the truth makes you THE ONLY ONE.  I am a very friendly person though reserved. We can’t define limits for people but can mark up our own position in order to clarify our edges. Its human psyche that it is curious to abridge the distances, get closer and probe inside but the more you will proceed; the prospective of risks are greater. Limits are good as it avoid mishaps.

DO I CARE WHAT PEOPLE THINK OF ME? One of the worst forms of phobia; usually encountered by people. It modifies the whole personality of an individual which is totally public. You have to be careful about everything that is considered weird though it might be more loveable to you. I don’t care hat people would conclude about any of my posture, adventures, views, moves and constructions. I just built myself the way I want and engage into every fruitful and joyful activity. Self satisfaction has been given more priority than people’s expectations. People wants to see you how it pleases them not how it makes you feel good therefore, it’s a wise decision to work on what is more significant to you?

Being POSITIVE has made me adorable for everyone. It doesn’t mean that I don’t face problems or I don’t have any evil spirits around me but there are really no markets for sorrows to be advertised. When we share negativities or mournful things, we produce negative waves that don’t make our environment any better. Instead of lingering on with the unlikely things we come across, why not be spirited and enthusiastic, giving hope to fellows to live up what is with them? Being cool makes you enchanting enough for having as the best company. So what if you are born with shortcoming? So does has everyone else but it isn’t to lament upon.

And not last but least, be a TREND SETTER. Do not follow but good and set good examples. Don’t follow the social traumas instead create new paths, attractive, smart and beautiful enough to be followed. I don’t even talk what comes common because that is how I can tell I am not common. I stand different with my own identity and vision. Even if I face opposition, I don’t change for others, I change when I feel like I need to change and for betterment only. One should be solely hold the position to put impact on and not to give up just for the sake of lame social occupations.

I am different and I won’t like to be common, DO YOU?

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