The Spoken Terror

It seemed like she was born to be loved with the magic of her voice. What she says was not the matter of attention rather that she says ANYTHING was enough!

She was born a quite child, lying silently wherever placed by the mother, unknown to the world and observing things creepily. It took her three years to grasp each and everything out of her environment until she could feel like showing something at her end when the terror crept in her so deeply that evaluated an introvert soul of her into an extravert.

Her mother used to say that she was one of her most patient children among all. She never bothered her even for feeding or else. She used to keep lying quietly for hours until the mother personally realized there is a baby to be taken care of. And then suddenly when she turned three, there was a doll talking continuously except when asleep. It was the same child trying to say a lot so exciting for everyone in her blurred and babbled words that made it must for everyone listen to her.

A child, cute or attractive is adored by everyone around and might be entitled as a lucky one. She captivate the known and the strangers altogether drawing people closer to her. Where being loved and admired was a feeling of getting treated as special, the terror of burning eyes made her speak louder. But no one ever understood her posture of turning out to be extremely talkative.

A pretty little child, among so many honest and loving hearts come across the evil and brutal animals tried unsuccessfully to physical abuse. Though her shyness couldn’t let anyone hurt her but raised a lot of fear in her and unable to make anyone perceive it in her silence, she noticed that talking is the only thing with which she would be able to defend her from such monstrosity.

The strength of communication is one of the biggest weapon one can use for self-protection. Children who suffer at the hands of child abuse can only stop this torture by saying it all loud and even if not appropriately, being talkative will definitely make difference because it shows that the child can share this humiliation warning the abuser. It is practically very effective especially in domestic cases of child abuse.

The skill turned out to be so strong that everyone started feeling reluctant while saying anything to her. She became so blunt that she said anything without thinking if it could be suitable, sensible or to be stated or not? But it was not considerable anymore because the fear of being hurt impacted so intensely that outclassed every other thought.

An introvert possibly capable of developing into a remarkable human being was reserved to the proposition of moving careful and detaining risks.

          Estimated and measured progress restrained her to spending life in a protected way instead of bringing her mind into life. This is one of the biggest loss to the soul of a child by experiencing child abuse. The impression study regarding this subject focuses basically the intensity of physical effect of abuse and then relative mental distractions. Another aspect is the psychological impression considered only when the target child is tactfully prisoned through consistent mental torture.

How much a child can be confined to a limiting life’s existence has never been taken too seriously. What pattern of changes a child adopts in a normal manner is always ignored disregarding the fact that there could be unseen factors influencing him or her. Sometimes, even small gestures of spoiling attitude can be substantial for an innocent mind.

          Undermining the potential she might be possessing, she can never come out of underestimated self. Appreciation has no meaning in her life that destroys the consistency of succeeding prosperity. Self-shielding has become the soul priority for her making her louder than ever, indifferent to the results, responses and outcomes. The secret weapon of defense is enough to beat the tar out of all.

“I” say “ANYTHING” without any regret!